Wow ages since i've done one of these! since my last one i've nearly finished my last year of tafe, not evern two weeks ago i turned the big 2-0! yes i'm finally an adult, no longer a teen, I've become a Halo 3 adict, longest day playing without a break stands at 9 1/2 hours and i've been to 4 system links! woah and if my life wasnt hectic enough i got myself a new job as an optus world sales assistant, fear me for a sell you phones!!!! and just when you thought my life couldn's possibly get anymore full i have to battle morning/middle of the day/ afternoon/ night sickness and i cant stand the smell of my most adored flower anymore! OMG did you guess it? yup i'm pregnant, i'm going to be a mummy!I'm moody, hungry and really tired 24/7, and to top it off i yell at small annoying children and tisk and question where their mothers are!Oh dear i tuely must be getting old! i've decided not to take beig 19 for granted, i mean you can for a year cos it wont be changing, but once it does the world seems to throw you head first into the deep end of adulthood and laugh at you as you notice the water wings you used to rely on have been cruely slashed by the twisted sense of humour of life, so really all you can do is shake your fist and laugh and promise that you'll get your revenge next time, or that you wont be so easily fool in the future! but alas you sink in a white wash of responsibility! lol that came out a bit more bleak than i had intended, but oh well, i guess the point of this was to tell peoples that around june/july 2008 to expect a little baby ben/ellie, we're acutally really excited